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They
tell me that they love me.
Do
they know what true love means?
It's
not the racing of your pulse,
or
the trembling of your paw,
but
a feeling deep inside, overriding all.
What
is it anyways,
that
they think they love?
My
face perhaps they think is beautiful?
My
dancing wondrous to behold?
They
do not really know me.
They
know merely what they see.
What
of the individual,
hidden
beneath the fur?
They
do not know,
nor
care to hear
the
details about her.
They
never stop to wonder
from
what corner I appeared.
Any
more than I know
where
I shall disappear.
They
will not miss me long.
I
soon will be replaced.
Another
lissome femme
will
beguile them with her grace.
And
I wonder
could
there ever
truly
be another,
who
would love me
for
the furre that I am?
So
much pain locked inside,
like
hidden traps un-spied.
No
treasure I could hold
would
make a furre so bold.
But
I will wander onward
to
see what I may find,
over
the hills,
and
beyond the pines.
Love
is beyond me now.
I
have had my share.
My
kin I left so long ago.
Nothing
for me there.
All
my bridges burned,
which
way shall I turn?
Forward
I shall march,
one
foot and then the other.
If
I long for something,
let
the longing now be smothered.
Accept
just what I have
and
be grateful I am here.
Bury
all my fears
and
brave this day.
With
the rising of the sun
the
new day has begun.
I
will see what possibilities
the
dawn holds out to me. |